I am hating having to date again. I have my three youngest girls here raising them by my self. And really don't trust to many people any more. I am Separated and really dont want to be. I have our kids and she has been gone for almost a year. I hate dating but I hate being alone. I am Honest. I am forward. and I am faithful. This is hard for me due to there are many beutiful women out there but I simply loved my wife who is bipolar and left us and moved a thousand miles away to be with a excon. am I ready to date NOPE do I have to learn to move on. I guess. Marriage was to be forever this will be my second failure and I treated both like queens and both sucked me dry and tossed me like a sack of rotten potatoes as well my kids. Why some women in this world are like this I have no clue after 16 years I am hurt and some what wanting to find out if there is really true love, why put this all on here I am honest and a mess plain and simple No I dont need fixed no I dont and will never need a babysitter My Girls come first after all the hell they have been threw. and we are making it barely but we have each other. I have twins 11 year olds and a 17 year old. there is not way in hell they will be mistreated by any one. and as I said they have been threw hell so you got it Dad and very protective this is the package I have lost most every thing due to well you figure it out. I am low income now and my savings is Gone. I just want to be happy for a change I just want to be loved. My house was paid off but well again a mess So you think this is a joke NOPE just being real. I am sick of being hurt Really and I am sick of loving with no conditions and then get hit out of the blue with I am out of Here. Mental illness takes a toll on a marriage and I loved her anyways . am I ready to move on I dont know. but I need to do something I have lost everyone I loved not all left most died or was killed again is this a joke trust me My life has been hell thank God for my Girls Sad yes I am please help me find that old happy me. I want that happy person back. I have lost all faith in most people why They love to hurt people and hurt my kids. why I have no clue this world is messed up.
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Bobbyjohnson55 year old Man, in Flint, Michigan, USA
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